Big Deal! Another talk: Attention-Seekers

Full FA Journal title: "Big Deal!" Another talk: Attention-Seekers and Posers
I'm going to make this Journal look better soon! (By that I mean adding some effects like [i]Italic[/i] , paragraph's, etc.)
Also, as said below, I could continue on it later and maybe even improve some phrases.
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that perv watching u ヽ༼ຈل͜ຈ༽ﾉ    
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People really need to shut their attention seeking mouths. Holy crap I wonder how long It'll take 'til I'm going to write a rage journal about it again.
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vor weniger als einer Minute via Skype (less than one minute ago)

Uhm, *rant-journal (instead of rage. That’s a bit of a wrong term).
As it appears, it didn’t take very long. Well, this journal may won’t come up today, but I started writing what I’m writing right now (wow, so much poetry man) in MS Word right away.
I don’t know where to start. I just feel ashamed, pissed and really disappointed. I guess I can leave that explanation like that for now.
And yes, the “People really need to shut their attention seeking mouths.” may will seem ironic, since I’m writing this right now, which means that I actually want people to recognize my thoughts on some of the following subjects and think about it.

So yeah, my Skype-Status seems a bit inappropriate, now that I’ve got these phrases in my head which would’ve explained it better. Like for example “People really need to stop thinking they are the most important and special person on this planet” or “People really need to stop making a big deal out of every little piece of shit” <- Well, people make a big deal out of every little piece of shit; now I’m about to make a big deal out of people making a big deal.
It seriously will take a long time until I’ll post this journal. At least I guess so. I really want this one to be setup in a good tactic, and in a way every person should be able to understand. Also I guess it will be a very long journal again. Ah, I already can smell people being like “lolol too long didn’t read faaag”.
Now, let me make clear that of course I’d be very happy if people read this whole journal and maybe even leave a comment to show that they care and thought about some of the things I’m going to talk about, meaning that attention would be good in this case. But I actually don’t mean to take in all the attention for me, I am more willing to speak out for a lot of people right now (the way I’m talking about this makes me sound like Jesus or some shit, pfff).
It simply makes me really, really angry that a lot of “honest being” people get bad names because of all the attention-whores. I am going to talk about a lot of things which I am being in context with, since I have some “experience” about it and I think it’ll be good to use these things as examples. So please, don’t think I want to show off or anything.
Well, I guess it’s finally time to get to the main plot of this journal.
Oh, a day has just passed. And I’ve found some amazing stuff which fits right in into this and helps me explain:
www.deviantart.com/art/Fad-Cat…

Ok, now I’m gonna start.
Let’s start off with…
Mental Disorders
Look, I’m not a specialist. I can only tell from my perspective and try to look at it from other perspectives. As some of you surely already have recognized, I’m an Autist. An Aspie, to be more detailed. And when I look back at myself at the age of about 12 and younger, I just wanna beat myself up so bad. I was fucking gross. You can’t even compare me to my younger self. And if you’d put us together in the same room - yes, I would just vent out all my embarrassing memories on that fucking unhygienic, pathetic and hysterical bitch.  Writing it like that makes me feel like being intolerant to people who suffer from the same disorder as I do, but I don’t mean it like that. Sorry if I was being offensive. And yeah I know beating myself up would be the wrong answer. I also think there were some problems with disciplining me… cough. Now I’m not spoiled, but I mean, would it have been that hard to at least explain me what is gross or simply how I shouldn’t act in public? I must admit, I consider myself as a mature being person. I may be “sassy” or acting “internet childish” at some points, especially when I’m being hyperactive, but come on, that’s just for fun and is (mostly) meant to be sarcasm.
Being an Autist isn’t cool, edgy or fun at all – neither does it give you more rights, as in to use it as an excuse for some shit.
So yeah, I may often act as something you could (and probably do) consider as weird. I’m not trying to use my diagnose as an excuse, but I also shouldn’t like “lock it away” and literally force myself to act like I would just be a robot who has no mood swings or weird interactions. By that I also mean:
Why shouldn’t be “normal people” also be allowed to act weird like that at some points? I think it’s simply the stupidity of today’s society for judging people as unintelligent assholes when they aren’t giggling at dumb selfies or some shit.
Now let’s finally come to the even more serious part: The fact about being an Autist isn’t edgy etc.
It’s going to get really gross and even more embarrassing for me, but if I’m already going to write a Journal like this one, I’ll just jump over my shadow.
Getting bullied in every single year of school, even by teachers? And getting beaten up in the bus? Yeah, totally sounds just great to me. They must have thought if they touch me with their fists they’ll get super secret Autist-Superhero-Powers.
Claiming to be horse on the inside, making gallop-like running movements and neigh? Let’s call it Horse-Aboo? Wow that must be so cool and erotic! (I’m so happy that behaviour stopped at the age of 11…)
Using your underwear instead of toilet paper when you peed? Yes, stay natural! (I’m so happy THAT stopped at the age of 10...and also that I only did that when I peed)
Laying down on the floor at public places when you don’t feel comfortable or you’re just bored?  Well, ain’t nothing wrong with that! (I don’t know when I’ve stopped doing that. I guess at the age of about 10. Also at the age of about 12 I finally started to get hygienic. Today I’m a maniac when it comes to hygiene, pfff.)
Oh and also: It’s so nice to not being able to learn inside of classes, because there are too many people.
It was annoying to always read those sentences like the “Autist-Superhero-Powers” one, wasn’t it? And that even though they clearly were sarcastic. Well, that’s about the same feeling I get when seeing all these special snowflakes. No, wait, that’s worse.
It’s just disrespectful, insulting, childish, dumb and outrageous! Same goes with those kind of people...
People who show off as either a Genderqueer, Bi/Trans/Pan whatever sexual and so on. Again, it’s kind of ironic, since I’m a bisexual Genderqueer myself. They may even be whatever they claim themselves as, but (at least some of them) are making a way, waaay too big fuss about it, when they aren’t treated like they expect to. It’s nothing special, damn it! I don’t give a shit if you talk about me with “he/she/it” or whatever. It’s just stupid. Physically I’m female, but ever since I was a child I never could accept or see myself as feminine or true “female being”. Since about one month I’ve decided to claim myself as Genderqueer. I’ve never really cared about it, and I still don’t do. I just came up on that subject and thought “Welp, why not make it public. It doesn’t hurt anybody.” Yet I feel like I’m going to be thrown into one single pot with the posers now.
People! Being a Genderqueer or whatsoever doesn’t make you special! And all the Attention-Whores who just lie all the way anyways can get a cookie or something so they won’t start crying ‘cause I’m telling the harsh truth instead of comforting lies.
Did I make a big thing about putting the Genderqueer, Demisexuality etc. Information on my page?
I couldn’t remember as such.
Well, the reason why I even decided to write this journal was because of a person who bitched at me because I said “she” instead “they” ...and...oh my fucking god. My brain starts melting only thinking about it. First of all, that “preferred pronouns” attention-whore crap can stay at tumblr or wherever that shit came from. Nobody should give a fuck about what gender you are. We simply are. Also it just sounds so grammatically wrong (especially if put together with the name mentioned in the same phrase). Some of you surely know about Lapfox-Trax? Well, I lost sympathy for him(/her) when he(/she) started off with that crap. (Holy shet. I’ve just said “him/her”. Let me burn in hell.) Acting like that not only goes onto my nerves, but on the nerves of many other people. Why show off that much? I mean, just accept that people will call you by your physical gender already. How are they supposed to know any way else? And even if they do, just deal it. Being told about as a female/male is not going to hurt you. Why do pronouns even matter? I mean, just let people call you by your name??
Of course, all of that which I’ve been talking about for now goes for all different types of Attention-Whores. For example those who claim to have these so-called “Headmates” or...well, you already know. I mean I’ve posted that video, come on.
I do believe they are responsible for honest people getting bad names. You know, for example, “Autist” has been used as an insult for quite a while now...
How said in the video, they are just horrible people.
Maybe I’ll continue on writing this Journal. I feel kind of satisfied with what I’ve written so far, but at the same time there is a feeling which tells me that I’m not 100% done. But hey, as long as I keep on ranting and the people are getting more and more stupid, let me play some “The Winner Takes It All” for our beloved Attention-Whores.
Cause they all seek for the big Attention Prize.
And I’m gonna go to think up more big words I could use to make me sound smart
www.youtube.com/watch?v=0sryOC…

(psssst...I found something)
<da:thumb id="252331161"/><- same as gender, religion, etc.

This video deserves an oscar
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